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[20 May 2002|04:48pm]
[ mood | touched ]

Dear Journal,
I've had you for a really long time, and this hurts me to say.. but.. I think it's time that I moved on. I'll still keep you around and come back to read old entries, but I think I'll start updating lite_brite more. :/ Well, It's been a long one hundred seven entries, and we've had good times and bad but.. this is the end. :: hugs and kisses. ::
Court.


Yes, that was ghetto, but I got attached to this thing and it's hard to let it go to move on to another one. Anyway- I guess this really is good bye..


End entry one hundred seven.

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[18 May 2002|09:14pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Feh. I'm so worried right now, I really wish Kryshane would get on, I wanna talk to her.

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[18 May 2002|08:54pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]


Current Clothes: A green pj shirt and green pj shorts.
Current Jewelry: The silver hoop and the diamond stud.
Current Mood: Drained.
Current Music: Linkin Park.
Current Taste: Tuna and crackers.
Current Hair: Down and kinda damp.
Current Annoyance: Nothing.
Current Smell: Tuna.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Watching "Now What?"
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town. =D
Current Favorite Artist: Joe Hahn.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town.
Current Book: Nell- Mary Ann Evans.
Current Movie in DVD player: I really haven't watched one in awhile. I wanna rent Velvet Goldmine or Urbania.
Current Color Of Toenails: Silver on the left, navy blue on the right. I wanna paint them pink or green tonight.
Current Refreshment: Nothing.
Current Worry: Final exams.
Current Crush: Joe Hahn.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Chris Kirkpatrick, Aimee Castle.


Dude. I fell in love with Now What? tonight. >< I think the guys name is Gilby, but I'm not sure.. ANYWAY.. He's so fucking hilarious. Heh. He's no the cutest, but he's becoming my favorite 'cause like everything he said made me laugh. The hottest two are Zack and Ted. Bleh. The last thing I needed was a new favorite TV Show.


Anyway- I only have three and a half days of school left and I'm kinda in shock. I mean, wow. This year was really stressful grade wise and now it's coming to en end. It seems like only yesterday I was walking into the school and going everywhere 'cause I was lost. Hee. Now we're coming down to final exams and those are getting me stressed, because they'll tell wether or not I pass or fail a few of my classes, like IPC and Algebra. Feh. I really hate grades, and I'm hoping next year that I'll have classes that're easier. 'Cause I'm taking Creative Writing and just.. woo.. I love that.


Well, I'm gonna go. End entry one hundred six.

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[16 May 2002|07:15pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]


Current Clothes: A sleevless gray shirt and white PJ pants.
Current Jewelry: The silver hoop, the diamond stud, and the ball necklace.
Current Mood: Sorta jealous.
Current Music: Eminem.
Current Taste: Coke.
Current Hair: In pigtails.
Current Annoyance: Feh. Myself.
Current Smell: Coke.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Dishes.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town.
Current Favorite Artist: Eminem.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town. =D
Current Book: The Blair Witch Files: Drowning Ghost- Cade Merril.
Current Movie in DVD player: I guess I'll just watch Clerks tonight. I wanna laugh.
Current Color Of Toenails: Silver on the left, navy blue on the right.
Current Refreshment: Coke.
Current Worry: IPC.
Current Crush: Kryshane.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Michael Pitt, Sarah Michelle Gellar.


Well, my other livejournal is lite_brite, it's gonna be updated every other day. Hee.


Anyway- I started thinking about how.. when I'm funny, I'm usually quoting something, not thinking random things, I wish I could be like that.. but I'm not. I'm artistically creative, sure. I love to write stories and poetry, but sometimes I wish I could be hella funny and make people laugh really hard. But, I'm not like that, it's just not me. And, I just feel like I'm copying people all the time.. :/.. Like I'm not original, because a few of my obsessions I found through other people. Grr, I hate when I have days like this. My current big obsessions are: O- Town, Murder By Numbers, Ryan Gosling, Eminem, Thir13en Ghosts.


Okay, well, O- Town started with my friend David, he told me to like them and I paid attention to them, then fell in love, with them I don't feel like I'm copying 'cause him and I get each other obsessed with a lot of things, I got him hooked on Oz. And, I'm really glad he helped me find them, they mean so much to me. XD


Murder By Numbers was my own doing. I wanted to go see it in theatres, went and fell in love. Ryan Gosling started when I saw the Murder By Numbers thing on HBO.


Eminem used to be a huge obsession of mine, then I grew out of it last year. People lately have been talking about him and I heard his new song. And, I'm willing to admit, my obsession with him right now probably won't last long 'cause it was brought on by everyone talking about him.


Thir13en Ghosts happened when I was in Houston and Jolynn rented it, and I just fell in love with the movie. No one told me about it, I just saw it.


..well, that was pointless. Hee. Today was a really good day, I'm finally passing Algebra and Biology. I just need to get my shit together in IPC :/ I hate that fucking class, it gets on my last nerve. The only good thing is the kick ass people I talk to. Oh, and I found out the days we could miss per semester was pushed up to eight, so, YAY. I'm okay there. :: happy sigh. :: Finally, I turned in the over due books I had, and I'm gonna pay my fine on them Monday, and Samantha's 'cause I owe her money too. XD


I'm.. jealous of this one girl, 'cause she got to go to an O- Town concert.. God, I just wish they'd come into Texas, I need to get more tour dates. I'd give anything to fucking go... ><


Leigh, I love you.


Well, I'm going to go. End entry one hundred five.

Stay sane..*

[12 May 2002|07:26pm]
[ mood | thankful ]


No Pleasantville: Liz hearts Krysh.
GirI on tv: Krysh hearts Liz.
GirI on tv: <3
No Pleasantville: I'm so good! After I read Courtni's excellent WTR fic, I go :
No Pleasantville: Krysh was pretending she was Jamie when she read that.
No Pleasantville: <- knows.
GirI on tv: oooh, that scene.
GirI on tv: yes.
GirI on tv: she wrote it for my big fic.
GirI on tv: I heart her like whoa.
No Pleasantville: She's such a good detailist.
GirI on tv: oh yes.
GirI on tv: xD
No Pleasantville: I can write good angst.
No Pleasantville: But that's it.
GirI on tv: I can write great persuasive stuff.
GirI on tv: essays.
GirI on tv: :P
No Pleasantville: My details are like..way redundant because i use the same word too much..Court's a dictionary.


I love you too so fucking much. Thanks for making me feel special.

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[12 May 2002|03:50pm]
[ mood | moody ]


Current Clothes: A gray tee- shirt and baggy dark denim jeans.
Current Jewelry: One silver hoop, one diamond stud, one ball necklace and three bracelets on my left wrist.
Current Mood: Eh.. alright..
Current Music: Marilyn Manson.
Current Taste: Pringles.
Current Hair: Down.
Current Annoyance: My grades.
Current Smell: Pringles.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Make up work.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town.
Current Favorite Artist: Marilyn Manson.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town.
Current Book: Romeo and Juliet- William Shakespeare.
Current Movie in DVD player: Been awhile since I've watched any.
Current Color Of Toenails: The left ones are silver, the right ones are navy blue. I wanna go pale pink.
Current Refreshment: Sprite.
Current Worry: School.
Current Crush: Marilyn Manson.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Marilyn Manson, Molly Holly.


Well, I didn't get any of the other CDs I said, I got the newest Marilyn Manson. I love Fight Song. Hee. And, my dad got a Judas Priest CD, and we also got mom Ocean's Eleven for another Mother's Day present. Annnnnnd.. we took her to Denny's, since she works tonight and we can't take her out to eat dinner. Bleh. :/ I wanted to take her to some place nice. :: kicks her job. ::


Anyway- I got Tim's graduation present. The Britney Live in Las Vegas video, such a lovely gift. Oh, well.. it was what he wanted. I need to get it all wrapped and stuff and take it to him tomorrow even though graduation is awhile away. He said he wanted to buy me something for doing this. Silly boy. I told him no 'cause.. this was a gift and I didn't expect to get something in return for it. I should've bought him a magazine with Britney in it as well, but I didn't. Eh.. I'll just let him pick a picture from the three I got.


Mine and Leigh's song is Digiral Get Down! =D


Well, I'm gonna go. End entry one hundred four.

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[12 May 2002|01:57am]
[ mood | bouncy ]


Leigh on my pretend boyfriend:
Ieighness: he looks 12 o.o

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[12 May 2002|01:46am]
[ mood | pleased ]


Tori on my pretend porn star boyfriend:
Is this hell: rOFLMAO. He looks like an older aaron carter.

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[11 May 2002|10:13pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]


Current Clothes: A green Blink 182 shirt, baggy jeans, and socks.
Current Jewelry: One silver hoop and one diamond stud, a ball necklace, two bracelets on one wrist and three bracelets on the other.
Current Mood: Relaxed.
Current Music: Aaron Carter.
Current Taste: Sprite.
Current Hair: In a ponytail.
Current Annoyance: The fact that.. there might not be a Murder By Numbers soundtrack.. :/
Current Smell: Bread.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Still the dishes. I'm lazy.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town.
Current Favorite Artist: Aaron Carter.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town.
Current Book: Romeo and Juliet- William Shakespeare.
Current Movie in DVD player: Gonna watch Thir13en Ghosts later.
Current Color Of Toenails: Silver on the left, navy blue on the right.
Current Refreshment: Sprite.
Current Worry: Nothing.
Current Crush: Michael Pitt.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Michael Pitt, Sandra Bullock.


Well, I went and saw Murder By Numbers again tonight, but I didn't go with Amber, I went with Sam. I called Amber's and her mom said she wasn't home.. so.. bleh.. Anyway- the movie was still just as good as the first time I saw it. I love it, I'm gonna be all impatient 'till it comes out on DVD. And, yeah, I want a soundtrack for it, but I don't know if there is one, I'm not sure where to find out. :/ I've checked Amazon, the actual website and a few other places. Grr.. Oh, well. Sam kept cracking me up because she was bitching about the people infront of us because they kept standing up and the little kid was talking. And, the peanut butter and the which lisa lines made me snort. XD I think I'm gonna make my mom take me to see it again. Oh, and.. now I wanna see Y tu mam� tambi�n, but I can't because it's rated NC 17. Dammit.


Anyway- I'm going shopping with my mom tomorrow, she was too tired today. Sam wanted to go so.. I guess I'll call her after I get up. I was gonna get the Murder By Numbers soundtrack.. but I don't even know if there is one. :/ So, I guess I'll either get the Aaron Carter CD [ second ] or the Tough Enough soundtrack. Just depends.


I love love love my new layout. Cait, thank you so much for the icon. It's so wonderful. =D


Well, I'm gonna go. End entry one hundred three.

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[11 May 2002|01:48am]
[ mood | geeky ]

lmao. I love my new icon so much. It rawks my sawks right off, man. =D Hee.. The beautiful Tori made it, 'cause she's talented like that. :: licks it. :: Wooo..


Anyway- I should probably be getting to bed soon 'cause I gotta get up and call Amber before two 'cause.. yeah.. she said she takes forever to get ready.

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[10 May 2002|09:54pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]


What the fuck? Sometimes I just fucking hate people. They get on my last goddam nerve. Pulling shit that just.. makes me want to punch a motherfucking wall. Why can't I be excepted for who I am? Am I such a bad person? Am I really a bad friend? Do I make people uncomfortable? Ugh.. I just.. UGH.

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[10 May 2002|09:36pm]
[ mood | flirty ]



How Gay Are YOU?
[?]




lmao. This is the first quiz in a long ass time. >< Me and Tori are 70 Percet Lesbian incest sisters, 'cause we rule like that. XD


End entry one hundred two.
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[10 May 2002|07:58pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]


Current Clothes: A tan colored tanktop and faded baggy jeans.
Current Jewelry: One silver hoop and one diamond stud and one ball necklace.
Current Mood: Hyper.
Current Music: Rocky Horror Picture Show songs.
Current Taste: Sprite.
Current Hair: In a ponytail.
Current Annoyance: Nothing.
Current Smell: Sprite.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Dishes.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town.
Current Favorite Artist: JC Chasez.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town. =D
Current Book: Romeo and Juliet- William Shakespeare.
Current Movie in DVD player: I still I haven't watched Clerks. I'll do that tonight.
Current Color Of Toenails: The left ones are silver, right ones are navy blue.
Current Refreshment: I just drank all of my Sprite.
Current Worry: Nothing.
Current Crush: Kryshane.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Aaron Carter, Juliette Lewis.


GirI on tv: anything with "stalk" and "shower" gets Courtni's attention.


lmao. That's the truth. Well, I got four new magazines today. Three with O- Town in them, and one Aaron Carter one that cost ten dollars. The magazine's adorable, so it was worth it. Tomorrow I'm gonna go shopping with my mom to get Tim's graduation present and me something. I don't know if I should get Jeepers Creepers or the second Aaron Carter CD, I have the first two. I've been telling myself to get Jeepers Creepers for a long ass time, but I've wanted the AC CD for a lot longer.. so.. I dunno. Tim's present is gonna be the Britney in Vegas concert video. Hee. =D And, I'm still going to the movies with my wife. I can't wait! Murder By Numbers is one of the best fucking movies of all times. I love it.


GirI on tv: Court and I attend sexaholics anonymous.
GirI on tv: but we just end up going home to our men xD
GirI on tv: we both have men for every day of the week so yeah.


I love Kryshane. :: lick. :: <33 She's my cyber wife. And, I'm not sure how to word the entries now that I'm in the hundreds. I've decided to start putting "End entry one hundred one" and stuff.


Well, I'm gonna go. End entry one hundred one.

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[09 May 2002|06:19pm]
[ mood | hot ]


Current Clothes: A Pink Floyd tee- shirt and shorts.
Current Jewelry: One silver hoop and one diamond stud.
Current Mood: Good.
Current Music: Rocky Horror Picture Show songs. <3
Current Taste: I had cheese pizza.
Current Hair: Down, about to be pulled up.
Current Annoyance: Algebra.
Current Smell: Cheese pizza.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Makeup work.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town. =D
Current Favorite Artis: Tim Curry. [ Heh. Him as Frank- N- Furter. <33 ]
Current Favorite Group: O- Town.
Current Book: Romeo and Juliet- William Shakespeare.
Current Movie in DVD player: Feh. I still haven't watched Clerks.
Current Color Of Toenails: The left ones are silver, the right ones are navy blue.
Current Refreshment: Nothing. I'm gonna get some Pepsi.
Current Worry: A few things.
Current Crush: Leigh.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Meatloaf, Julia Stiles.


Feh. The fucking air conditiong is broke. We have to get it fixed first thing tomorrow. It's so hot in this house, I'm sweating really bad. :/ I had to sleep with it last night, and I woke up sick. I was all.. just laying there and just.. FDKSFJKSLDFJ. 'Twas awful.


Anyway- We're finally done dissecting in Biology. I really hate it, cutting open those poor animals. We did fish for two days and a frog today. Luckily, Pamela was willing to do the cutting and taking out the insides. I got light headed and had to step out during the fish. And, today our frog was like.. bleeding so bad. Both of our animals turned out to be fucking pregnant. Ugh, I'm so glad that shit's over.


Well.. I was supposed to be going to Cammie's Scare Fest thing tomorrow, but she didn't get all the money in time so it's just gonna happen next weekend. Saturday, I'm going to see Murder By Numbers again with my wife [ Amber. ] Hee. That should be fun. I've been wanting to see that movie again so bad. Ryan Gosling. <33 Oo! I'm gonna buy Leigh on leigh- bay. GO ME! =D


WOO! It's my ONE HUNDREDTH ENTRY. Okay, I know there's more than that. But, adding up the ones I've counted, it's one hundred! :: dance. ::


Well, I'm gonna go. End one hundredth entry.

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[07 May 2002|06:05pm]
[ mood | shocked ]


Current Clothes: A various shade gray stripped tee-shirt and dark denim flares.
Current Jewelry: One hoop and one diamond stud.
Current Mood: Disgusting and fat.
Current Music: Eminem.
Current Taste: Nothing.
Current Hair: Down.
Current Annoyance: My fucking fat self.
Current Smell: My nose is clogged up, so nothing really.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Algebra.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town.
Current Favorite Artist: Eminem.

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<b>Current Clothes</b>: A various shade gray stripped tee-shirt and dark denim flares.
<b>Current Jewelry</b>: One hoop and one diamond stud.
<b>Current Mood</b>: Disgusting and fat.
<b>Current Music</b>: Eminem.
<b>Current Taste</b>: Nothing.
<b>Current Hair</b>: Down.
<b>Current Annoyance</b>: My fucking fat self.
<b>Current Smell</b>: My nose is clogged up, so nothing really.
<b>Current thing I ought to be doing</b>: Algebra.
<b>Current Desktop Picture</b>: O- Town.
<b>Current Favorite Artist</b>: Eminem.
<b.Current Favorite Group</b>: O- Town.
<b>Current Book</b>: Romeo and Juliet- William Shakespeare.
<b>Current Movie in DVD player</b>: I'm going to watch Clerks tonight.
<b>Current Color Of Toenails</b>: Left silver, right navy blue.
<b>Current Refreshment</b>: Nothing.
<b>Current Worry</b>: My fucking fat.
<b>Current Crush</b>: Dr. Dre
<b>Current Favorite Celebrity</b>: Dr. Dre, Kylie Minogue.
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Well, my <b>mother</b> found out I wasn't <b>eating</b> and flipped out. We started <b>yelling</b> and <b>fighting</b>, I was already <b>crying</b> and now so is she.. :/.. I fucking hate this. I hate being <b>fat</b> and <b>disgusting</b>. Grr.. why couldn't either one of those things be a <b>mood</b>? God, why do I have to hate myself? <b>People</b> tell me that I'm not <b>fat</b> or <b>ugly</b>, and sometimes I let myself believe them, then <b>days</b> like this come along and I can't stand myself. Jesus, my <b>stomach</b> is doing some freaky shit....
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Anyway- I really have nothing to say in this entry. I was supposed to go to <b>Cammie</b>'s "Scare Fest", but <b>mom</b>'s all freaked and worried about me now, so I don't know if she'll let me <b>go</b>. :: sigh. ::
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Well, I'm gonna go. End ninety ninth entry.
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[05 May 2002|06:30pm]
[ mood | sick ]


Current Clothes: A white tee-short and shorts.
Current Jewelry: One silver hoop and a diamond stud.
Current Mood: Sick.
Current Music: Will Smith.
Current Taste: Nothing.
Current Hair: Down.
Current Annoyance: Nothing.
Current Smell: Cat food. :/
Current thing I ought to be doing: School work.
Current Desktop Picture: O-Town.
Current Favorite Artist: Will Smith.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town.
Current Book: IT- Stephen King.
Current Movie in DVD player: The last in my VCR was Jeepers Creepers.
Current Color Of Toenails: Silver on the left ones, navy blue on the right.
Current Refreshment: Nothing.
Current Worry: Don't have any.
Current Crush: Ryan Reynolds.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Ryan Reynolds, Gina Phillips.


Dammit. I have a headache. I should.. probably take some tylonel or something, but I don't know if we have any. Gah. I hope I'm not getting whatever Cammie had. She was really sick for a long time. :/ Feeeeeeeh.. I don't like getting sick 'cause I cannot miss anymore school and when I go while I'm feeling bad the whole day just.. drags on and I don't even do my work. :: whine. :: I'll just wait 'till mom wakes up and get her to give me something..


Anyway- I created a deadjournal. If anyone wants the name.. just.. leave me a comment, IM me, or e-mail me. Hee, the layout over there is so pretty. It's Matthew Lillard/Dennis Rafkin themed. Liz helped me make it. I don't know if I'll start updating it more than this one, I doubt it.


Well, I'm gonna go. End ninety eighth entry.

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[04 May 2002|11:09pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]


Current Clothes: A white tee- shirt that says Houston and pink PJ shorts.
Current Jewelry: One of my silver hoops fell out, so I have one of those in and one diamond stud. =D
Current Mood: Happy, just a little weirded out.
Current Music: Kylie Minogue.
Current Taste: Water.
Current Hair: In a ponytail.
Current Annoyance: Nothing really.
Current Smell: The kitchen smells a little like the pot pie my mother cooked.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Algebra.
Current Desktop Picture: O- Town.
Current Favorite Artist: Kylie Minogue.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town. =D
Current Book: The Perfect Storm- Sebastian Junger.
Current Movie in DVD player: I watched Thir13en Ghosts as Megan's.. so.. yeah.. It was the last one in her DVD player.
Current Color Of Toenails: The left ones are silver, the right ones are navy blue.
Current Refreshment: Water.
Current Worry: Nothing really.
Current Crush: Peter Mensah.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Peter Mensah, Shannon Elizabeth.


Woo. Tonight was fun too. I went and saw Jason X with Cammie and Megan [ Who I just met today]. Oh, my God. It was so amusing. We were laughing and joking around 'cause we were like, the only people there. When his music started for the first time we just.. laughed so loud. And, I dunno.. it was just.. awesome. Peter Mensah was so freaking hott. He's got one of the best bodies ever. And.. just.. yes.. After we left Megan wanted to borrow Thir13en Ghosts, but I don't loan that out yet, so we just went to her house and watched it. They both said they liked it. Well, Megan's freaking awesome. She was at Cammie's when I got there and just like.. she was so funny and nice. I wanna hang out with her again.


Anyway- I think next weekend I'm going to buy Jeepers Creepers then go see Murder By Numbers with my mother. I'm not sure.. Hee.. Only twenty- four more days 'till Harry Potter is out on DVD.


Well, I'm gonna go. End ninety seventh entry.

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[04 May 2002|12:15am]
[ mood | loved ]

For some reason I feel really loved right now. Except, I'm kinda pissed 'cause my earring fell out. :/.. Now I've got two different ones in. Hee. Oh, well. I'll just get a different pair in tomorrow, or look around with my parents for the other hoops. I really loved these earrings, I hope I'll find the other one. They're.. so wonderful.


Well, I'm gonna go. End ninety sixth entry.

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[03 May 2002|08:28pm]
[ mood | high ]


Current Clothes: A white one shoulder tank with a red glittery horse on it and dark denim flares.
Current Jewelry: One ball necklace and the hoops.
Current Mood: So fucking happy and amused!
Current Music: Guns 'N Roses.
Current Taste: Nothing.
Current Hair: Kinda.. flared.
Current Annoyance: My buddylist.
Current Smell: The stuff my parents are using to clean the carpet.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Watching Jeepers Creepers.
Current Desktop Picture: The picture of O- Town that's on my background.
Current Favorite Artist: Jessica Simpson.
Current Favorite Group: O- Town.
Current Book: The Perfect Storm- Sebastian Junger.
Current Movie in DVD player: Well, the last movie in my VCR was Jeepers Creepers.
Current Color Of Toenails: Goin' silver tonight!
Current Refreshment: Nothing.
Current Worry: Nothin'.
Current Crush: Ryan Gosling.
Current Favorite Celebrity: Ryan Gosling, Kirsten Dunst.


Oh. My. God. I had the fucking best time today. I went to the movies with my friend Ashlee, and we saw Murder By Numbers. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. We sat down on the steps 'cause neither one of us had before, and there was like.. so many seats open. And, just in case our asses got numb, we made little Reserved signs and GLUED them to two seats. rotflmfao. >< Then, while we were watching the movie a lady with a mullet type hair cut came in, and Ashlee said she was a guy, and we just.. couldn't stop laughing 'cause we thought I'd called a man a guy, but once the lights came back, it turned out to be a lady, we laughed more. Then, during the movie, she was guessing lines and got one right and she.. waved her arms everywhere and I could not stop laughing. And Richard [ <33 ] said a line along the lines of, ".. she spreads like peanut butter", and me and Ashlee freakin'.. rolled. Hee. I had so much fucking fun. OH. AND THE GUY CARDED US. I had to go get my mom. :/ Rotfl, when we were walking away Ashlee goes, "Damn" as loud as she could. And, we were throwing Skittles and this guy glared at us. We started laughing so hard Ashlee had to pee, so we left and when we came back she said sorry.


Anyway- tomorrow Cammie and I are going to see Jason X, that's gonna be cool too. I'm not sure what time we're going, I'll have to wake up then call her.


Well, I'm gonna go. End ninety fifth entry.

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[02 May 2002|09:48pm]
[ mood | busy ]

I feel like writing poetry right now.. I dunno.. I'm just in a poetic mood. The thing is, I sometimes don't really like my poems. I'm not saying they suck ass [ lmao, Krysh], but they're not wonderful. I'm nowhere near the kind of stuff E.E Cummings and Walt Whitman wrote, but hopefully, one day I will be. That's.. one of dreams. To be a recognized poet. :: sigh. :: That'd be.. the best.


What the hell? Why not attempt to post one here.


Faded
You say I'm never there for you
That I don't care anymore about how you feel
You say I've grown closer with other people
That I don't need you anymore
You say my words aren't sent your way
That I never speak to you
You say that I've gone away
That I'm faded
You say that we're not close anymore
That our friendship is useless
You say I never said kind words to you
That we were never very good friends
You say lots of things
That make no sense


Yeah, say it's terrible. I don't care, it came from me, and that makes it beautiful to me.


Well, I'm gonna go. End ninety fourth entry.

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